So I now have a social life after living in this small town for over a year. They are the most amazing friends I could ever have :) plus, they introduced me to their friend Ryan, who is absolutely to die for. We spend 5 hours on the phone the other night just talking to each other (and that was just on my phone lol). I have a really good feeling about this guy. We really clicked together over the past two days. He gives me a feeling of happiness that I thought I could never feel again. Things are really looking up for me now. I no longer worry about my depression or have suicidal thoughts. I am truly happy :)

GUYS I’M GOING TO NEW YORK CITY

OMFG I’M ACTUALLY GOING

Last night (and this morning) was the greatest moment I have had in a long time. I literally feel like the sun who had been hidden away by the night and is finally breaking that darkness with my rays of sunshine. I can’t begin to explain how I really feel that good because it’s hard. All I can do is walk around with a big grin on my face and dance in circles. I’m getting him back. Slowly but surely, I’m getting Cody back, and I swear that this time I will not let go of such a wonderful thing :)

My Lion King Activity Center CD-ROM!!!

God, I used to play this all the time when I was little :3 I tried to put it in my computer to see if I could actually play it, but the software is too out of date :’( if anyone knows how I can get it to work on my computer, let me know please!!! The cool thing about it is I can get all the movie clips, pictures, and sound clips off of it :D